Today it is just too much

I'm not having a good day. Actually I haven't been having a good few days.

The mountain is too high these days. I just don't have the strength to keep climbing and getting knocked down. Again.



I need a break. And I don't want to go to the damn MRI or doctor's appointment next week.

I am scared to death of what they'll tell me. I am so scared it is hard to breathe. 

I need some hope. I need some courage. And I can't seem to locate either just now.